Internship starts on the 5th of sept , and today is my forth day at work. Finally an early day back home.

Bosch is really high class. Haha. Still remember the day when michelle and i first saw the company when we walk out of the Mrt station, we're so shocked , so big and look so high class. Okay, that, nevermind. The moment we walk towards Bosch, we saw so many caucasians, thought one of them would be our supervisor. Phew, luckily it's not. Anyway they look quite friendly though, just high class. Haha. I'm so glad that i don't have to work on saturday! Haha. Just clock 44 hours during weekdays and yea, that's it. A brand new working experience to be doing admin work. :)

I'm really glad to be in this department, learning new things , having such a nice mentor. She's not my supervisor , my supervisor is currently out of town, will only be back on monday, i hope i'm still under my mentor after my supervisor comes back.

I'm sure i'm gonna learn alot more things in weeks to come, i started writing what i learn for the past few days, and in point form, i wrote 1000 over words, haha! Yay! At least i would not be that scared for not completing my first report which is due during oct.

Anyway, transportation cost is damn high to travel to bosch, going out for lunch , back to office and back home. i bought concession, but for today, i used up the 4 times and end up also deduct my money :( I'm gonna pack lunch to work next week! No joke. I wanna save. haha!

Been wearing formal/ office wear for the past four days, suddenly feel that i've grown up. Stepping into adult's world, wearing dress with blazer, wearing heels , dolling myself up. Haha. It feels good though.

But, i would nottttttttt choose office life after i've graduate , NO OL ! i don't want that. I'm just gonna get spectacles and grow fat by sitting and staring at the computer the whole day, that's not the life i wanna lead. haha. hmmmmm.

Finally it's friday tomorrow !!!! Can't wait for weekend ! I can rest and sleep in !

Monday will definitely come fast ,  but just gonna enjoy my weekends.

Anyway, travelling to school for training after attachment is SO FREAKINGGGGGG TIRING :"( . For the sake of redeeming myself, i would love to do it. LOL!

I really can't wait for my first pay! hehe.

It sucks when the night falls, emotions is just like free flow, somehow i realise i usually express my feelings at night, during the day i'm just crazy. -.- split personality. I wore this dress today, and i realize i love it, it makes me think of that particular year during chinese new year.

Somehow, the faith. Why?

I would not complain if you don't care, because i know i'm responsible for how i feel.

I look at the world, nothing lasts forever, in our generation. Countless of emotions and words to share, no one to share to. So, just sleep it off ^^

Nights.

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口不对心。

Time check : 4.22am

Can't imagine i cried and drop my tears at barrage with my friends just now. Can't believe i've been checking your twitter everytime to care about you, yet what i see was all the messages to girls and all the tweets about girls. Feeling damn sore inside, wanted to contact you after exam, didn't dare to. Can't believe i actually recorded a message for you, wanted to send you, in the end i didn't send. Can't believe i sat through the night the other day, thinking whether i should press the send button. Can't believe this is how much i care, and yet once again, you hurt me.

1 month, it's been 1 month, i've been struggling along, but i'm wriggling and trying to move on with my life. How and why can a guy let go of something so easily? Everybody have been telling me that the sudden break up of a relationship is usually because of a third party. I choose to trust you that you're nt that kind. Assume is what you say,  Yet, looking through your twitter, it's all your tweets to girls, its all your tweets about girls. ( PPQ ? )  You know i will notice you, if that's the way you want me to give up on you, if thats the way you wanna make me feel miserable, you've really did it. First time ever in my life, i couldn't control my tears in public. My heart sank to the real bottom tonight, thinking that it's totally hopeless now. Haha. The one i loved most. The one.

i'm letting you go, tears will be like free flow, but i'm really letting go.

This pain is too much to bear.

Didn't know and even think that love hurts that much , because i thought i've found my true one.

You lose yourself trying to hold onto someone who never cared about losing you.

Training is getting more and more intense, more and more fun, tryouts is nearrrrrrr -....- Gonna work damn hard from now on, since exams are all over and im currently only left with attachments before i officially graduate.

Yes, wanted to contact you, but knowing that you're having fun watching girls and everything, knowing that there is no longer a need for me to disturb you anymore. Probably, it was just my wishful thinking.

Still remember how we told & prove to each other, we gonna hold on to each other no matter what happens.

So now, define love for me.

Damn this emotional feeling,

goodnight.

Suddenly want to go

• Night safari
• USS
• Skating
• Ice skating
• Wild Wild wet
• Chalet
• Wakeboarding
• Cruise
• Sentosa
• Shopping

So many places i wanna go, but how to go all , impossible loh. =(

actually i wanna go with you. Ouch.

Suddenly have the urge to blog.

Yesterday just had our scm paper and i think it was quite manageable for us right? Ms June provide us with all the hints and it all came out :) But PM was quite screwed though, but nevermind gonna get over it, at least i've tried my best, hope i can pass ! haha!

Time flies, we've officially ended our year 3 semester 1. The toughest semesters of all, been through all the modules, lectures, tutorials, outings , project discussions, presentation, i'm missing my dearest LO2 now. Sure gonna go on seperate ways, but at least we were close before. All our attachment gonna start on 5th sept, all seperated to different companies. Jiayou okay LO2, we're gonna excel there and pick up new things, pray that our supervisors, boss and colleagues are all gonna be very good to us for the next 5-6 months ! Went to sign the pledge form today and i was told to work for 5.5 days per week , which means saturday i've to go back to work, and it's just only me :( i don't know what's so special, but i just pray that i will be able to handle everything, be it logistics, sales and marketing, projects and etc . Damn scared now. Need to go and get office wear next week, gonna spend alot i guess =/

So, we only have 10 days of holidays, and we planned to go out every single day and not waste our holidays, we're not gonna have any holidays for the next 5 months ! screw this lo! Gotta suck it up.

Yesterrday at this timing, i was still mugging hard for scm , i was so sleepy and feel like dying, yet now i'm so awake. LOL.Really need to enjoy myself to the fullest before internship starts. Pleaseeee let me be able to clique with all my colleagues. Politics is a NO NO.

Was really glad to have LO2 and magnies accompanying me during this period of time, where life gets really hard, i swear i did badly for this semester, basically for every single module, i don't wanna expect my GPA now, it's gonna be screwed. Time management for this sem = suck.

Okay i shall not rant anymore and turn in now,

Goodnight/morning!

P.S Let time prove everything, never rush.

It sucks to know that, you're no longer the reason for his happiness. Someone might have already take over you.

What to do.

OH my freaking god, this is the freaking first time i woke up from an afternoon nap feeling so lost and empty all of a sudden. I haven't had this feeling for such a long time already. I nearly cried when i woke up in my dark bedroom, feeling so empty, i looked at my phone feeling so lost. This feeling is freaking scary and terrible ! >:OOOO >"(

Counting down to four days, four days later imma freeeeeeee bird! Seriously can't wait. PM AND SCM, Need to get you over and done with, like seriously.

Okay, positive, stay positive. Needa take a chill pill yow.

BYEEEE.